I know everything works out in the end, but y’all right now I’m really needing some encouragement because life is crazy.
For some reason all teachers decided to give tests/assignments at the same time. There is really no way to prepare for the stress this time brings because no matter what you do you are still going to feel somewhat stressed.
This weekend is family weekend, which is so fun and I am literally very excited to see my family. However, on Monday I have an accounting test and my first tour of the semester. Then on Tuesday, I have my first PR test. Also, I have an essay due next week over a documentary I am supposed to watch.
I know things could be so much worse. I could be in the hospital somewhere or working two jobs a day. I know this is what I am at school for but that doesn’t make anything less stressful. My parents are probably reading this thinking, “that boy doesn’t even know stress.” Trust me… this may not be the stress some people are used to, but it is still stress. In hopes of easing the stress, I am also trying to take things day by day. I can’t worry about what is going to happen in two days. I have to stay in this moment and stay productive. I just really want to have a fun weekend where I am not feeling any anxiety about my to do list.
I ask for prayers that I use my time wisely and that I grasp the concept of these two subjects so that come Sunday I am not having a complete meltdown. The first tests are often hard in a class because you don’t really know what to expect but at the same time you need to start out with a good grade. Accounting is Monday and it is going to be a challenge for me. I am not good with math or business at all. Part of it is because I don’t like it. I just hope my studies will bring it all together and make it clear for me. This time next week I will be home free and less stressed. I am so looking forward to that moment! I know this is all going to work out, but today it feels like it could explode at any second. I ask for wisdom, clarity, and accomplishment. I am taking things day by day with a thankful attitude. Keep me in mind friends! Love you all!
Sorry for the depressing post, but I always know where to come when I need a little help. Good news is coming tomorrow and I can’t wait to share!!!! EEEEPPPPP I am so excited! I know you are going to be excited as well! Check back tomorrow… I promise it is just too good!
Stay thankful and don’t be afraid to ask God for help. He is really good at providing it. Also, I have learned each day is a brand new day and focusing on that day makes getting to the next day 10x easier. Stay thankful and take everything day by day!
Southern and Thankful